Or we could discuss mental health.
Holy Jesus I feel like every bone has been sucked out of my body and I am just a limp sack of skin. That's how I feel. I need to start charting because I think this happens a lot this time of year, but I also think I tend to have a lot more spikes of energy and madness as well, which just hasn't been the case. Hmmm.
I promise more scintillating entry later, but I HAVE SOMEWHERE TO BE IN 45 MINUTES AND IT WILL TAKE ME THAT LONG TO FINISH GETTING DRESSED.
posted by April @ 1:49 PM
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Sounds like you need to get out of Dodge for the weekend. Come to Chicago? We would love to have you with us, battling the Chi-Town Sirens will be easier if we have the Princess of Power there to lend her strength? I'll put you on the comp list!
As for mental health, my pal Casper has been diagonsed with a seasonal-affective thing. He went back thru journals and they helped him find a pattern. Try it? Might help.
I really would love to come see you, but I can't afford to a) miss practice b) stay a night in Chicago c)miss work Monday becuase I;ve stayed the night in Chicago. This is especially lame because our MN bout is the day of ARRG's last bout, so I won't be able to catch you guys till next season *pout*
SAD (hee) is something to think about--but not for very long. I pretty aware of most of my pattern and actually I think life was easier when I wasn't because there's so much internal wrestling that goes on now. Dunno. I know some of it is chemical , but I think a lot of what is going on right now is just a continuing sense of displacement--not jsut because of the move, I just sort of feel off of any track emotionally, socially, career-wise, etc. and I don't really see a track that I want to hop onto in the future either. This pretty much has screwed my world perception, and since I am often low energy anyway... Sack of skin. Though I do find it odd that gloomy days make me so tired as they used to be my favorites.
Don't worry, next season we will come and see you, and you will come and see us and then we will play eachother and everything will be exciting and new. And we will kick your heinies.
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