I am lazy

I knew that already, but it was revealed without a doubt tonight at my first OHRG practice. This last month has been full of nothin' but me sittin on my butt feeling sorry for myself. I am sooo of out of derby shape it's embarrassing. Certainly there are excuses for poor performance: it was hot as hell, I hadn't been in pads in awhile, etc. But honestly I'm just once again out of shape, and need to double time it so I don't completely embarrass myself in front of everyone. Oh, and I was afraid my new coaches wouldn't work it as hard as Ken, Bullshit. They keep it going.
Anyway, I feel great despite the mediocre showing. I'm gonna step it up so I can feel even better.